Day 3 - Raining raining raining raining rain...

Do you know?

I'll always love you - a song dedicated for someone who lost the one who loved so much, but in the end not together

I'll never love again - a song that talking about forever and eternal love

Don't wanna feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
No, I'll never love again
I'll never love again, oh, oh, oh, oh

Do you know I'm here?
You don't, unless you're here.

Day 2 - Raining is my mood.

God always know my mood.
She give me rain this morning, heavily, very heavily.

I know I wanna act hero.
I know I'm not really that stress.
I know I'm sad.

But...
I don't know if I will look back this blog.
I don't know if what I said is good for everyone.
I don't know if I will be happier after this.

However,
I just wish you do anything you feel right and that can make you happy.
And I hope loving me is the best thing you will feel happy.

If that even possible.

Day 2

"为你弹奏萧邦的乐曲 纪念我逝去的爱情"

                                                     - 夜曲 by 周杰伦

Day 1 - tellmewattodo

tellmewattodo - something I struggling since the time I start to think.

Is love logical?
Can I solve it in logical way?
No. I don't think so.

Is love two way?
No. I still don't think so.

Love is always one way.
The time you love the other. The other not really love you.
And the time the other love you, but you don't love the other.

It always works this way.
No exception.
There is no love-love connection.

Whenever I try to love, I giving all I can.
All I get is hurt, sad, scolding, saying I didn't give enough.

I voice my feeling - I being blamed for giving stress.
I don't voice my feeling - I being blamed for not telling truth.

I don't tell you my feeling - you feel cheated.
I tell you my feeling - you feel blamed.

I don't know what to do.
Can I have my feeling?
Can I request some dignity?
Can I at least be your friend than your dog? ( I think dog is even better than me)

So.
Tell me wat to do?

I really should've give up on "love".
I'm always loser.
Always.
Since 2010.